Cold Feet

 Keep wondering if I am doing the right thing.

Is a culinary degree really for me?  I mean, like, I know I love to cook - but am I passionate about food?  Am I as passionate about food as I was - Askew?

I keep thinking to myself, man - I really want to do Corvid.  So bad.  I'd rather be stressed out and running around in music pits than much of anything else.   I don't think I feel that way about food.  I don't feel the same love towards developing a recipe as I do developing an interview.

Who knows aughhhhh

Either way, gotta do it.  Even if I decide to take the plunge again - I have to have a backup plan this time.  (Or a better job, lol.)